This might be a wall of text but I'm not 100% so lets just.. go on.
This was after photobucket. So, my obvious downfalls there, was editing good art. Shit dawg.
I don't remember how I came across DA, but I joined DA July 11th 2009. Under the name EmoUzumaki
- back then I was a huge Narutard (still am in a sense) and emo was the big thing, then back m8z.
I don't remember why I moved, but I moved to LameMarionette
like 2 months later, which I deactivated like last year cause I stopped using it. BUT I met my best friend SHADOWDMAC
on that account, so that was a thing. Yeah we've been friends since 2009 GREEN AND WE STILL HAVEN'T MET YOU FUCK <3
Onwards, I was a piece of shit kid back then. I ended up moving back to EmoUzumkai. Which I've stashed a lot of the drawings from back then, cause I still use that account for random commissions. I still owe a commission, but I'm in a slimp if you haven't read my last journal, but I've got the lines done. Shit they're on a usb though.
I also created LittleOuji
which was suppose to be for writings but I never actually used it. I was also Anon-Chanymous
. (I was going to use this account to run away again but I forgot about it again.) Anyways, I created this account to restart. I ended up drawing with the mouse here instead of drawing on paper and scanning it, then using Paint.net to trace and color. aishaneko
was having a contest and I wanted to join super badly, but didn't have a scanner so I used the mouse. I didn't place, but she ended up creating BJBB
, which meant I could still use Kimi for something. But instead of using that account to join, I created...AlexanderAppleSauce
(DUN DUN DUUUUNNNN)
Yes, it is I, Sauce ovo/ Fear me, hate me. eve LMAO It'e been 3 yearz m8 amg! I'm still a bad guy
Now this account is fucked. So, that's why I made a big deal about it. :V I'm sure it's not a big thing anymore. uvu/ but it's funny to make it so. > v>
I joined BJBB
through this account, I made some coolio friends, met so neat nice peeps. It was all good and dandy. And while I was participating in this account, I joined so many rp groups. You don't even know.. I
don't even know, like wow m8 dafaqu. uvu (I don't think I should get into any of the shitty shit shit that happened. That both parties had a fault in.)
Sometime in July I created another account, a month later another account, and then one more before I created SauceyArtwithRex
on the 25th of January 2012 which has changed names like 5 times idek. (I deleted the other accounts so.. blah) I was pretty content with this account till I got a meany weany message/comment on my front page playing sarcastic, telling me how cruel I was, and that they'd be lieing if they said my art was cute. (Which is true. My art wasn't cute, it was hella fiiii
ne back then ;') ) I was pretty shot down, cause I had a general though that maybe, just maybe I could be Sauce again, instead of mutant or blue or whatever names I was using. But apparently not so. So, I created..
This account I-SuperDoctor-09
I am Doc.
This is where I fucked up again. I was friends with so many great peeps, but in my inability to not run away, I created this account in secrecy, which undoubtedly created problems for me and my old friends cause I didn't tell them about this account. I didn't add them to my new Skype (which is now my old skype) because I was stupid, and they just got tired of my shit. Which is understandable. :V I am a piece of shit.
All in all I'm here because I ran.. I have this desire to run away. I don't want to think about my old life as Sauce and I don't want to be anyone else but be Doc. I am Doc. I am a piece of shit, full of sarcasm, and fed up with this bullshit. Love me.
Anyways, I'm friends with some really REALLY amazing people.
+ more people but I don't think they want to be mentioned on my
And even though I don't talk to everyone of you amazing, superb, beautiful people as much as I use/want to, I still love and appreciate ya'll with a burning so strong it can become a new sun. You all are my threshold and keep me afloat when the waves of despair, depression, and anxiety try to strike me down, like lighting to a tree.
Just knowing I've had a connection with you, no matter how small, just knowing
, keeps a smile on my face and air in my lungs. uvu/ My Heros <3
Thanks for reading. This is mah DA storeh.